grayce-adalyn

i haven't written in my journal in such a long time...and there's a reason for that...i didn't feel as though i had anything to really write about..and i know that you can write about anything you want because it's your journal but i never felt compelled to do it so i didn't. i've been through a lot since i've last been on this site. i've learned a lot as well. although it doesn't seem as though a lot of time has passed, a lot of things have happened in my life. the school semester is almost over. i made it through my first semester of college ha..that's a pretty big deal for me considering that around this time last year i was freaking out a

ok so in my last journal entry i said that i had written enough for the day..well, i was wrong...like i have been a lot lately.. ive felt compelled to write this to all of you for about two hours now and so i am...i don't know what to write though!! ugh it's so frustrating. I have the idea in my head...i don't know how to make it come out into words. i don't know how to make it clear to others. that's why i believe as hard as i try, i will never be successful as a writer...i just dont have the skill to portray what i am feeling..my pain my anger my sadness..i don't feel as though i convey it well enough to others in my writing..it takes a tru

This is going to be one of those times where i don't really know what to write..i just know that i have to write something. I haven't written something in a few days and I'm honestly about to go crazy... Something I could tell you guys about, even if I don't think anyone is actually going to read this, is with my friend Brian. Well, actually, I call  him Mico and he calls me Ducky..but anyways, Mico has had somewhat of a difficult life. He's gone through a lot of pain and suffering and he definitely does not deserve any of it..but then again, who does? Even the most evil and vile of human beings are able to feel pain..they might not show it